So much has been said about Charles Manson and his crimes and yet somehow there always seems to be something else to add. More than forty-five years after the murders, and with one convicted killer dead (Susan Atkins), there are still news releases about these infamous crimes.
Earlier this summer I saw that Patricia Krenwinkel had given a prison interview. She has been relatively silent over the last four decades of her imprisonment, with few and far between tidbits being released about her work in prison (training dogs for the blind maybe?) and the fact that she seemed to be a model prisoner. In 1994 she granted Diane Sawyer an interview stating "I wake up every day knowing that I'm a destroyer of the most precious thing, which is life; and I do that because that's what I deserve, is to wake up every morning and know that." She also expressed the most remorse for what she did to Abigail Folger, telling Diane Sawyer, "That was just a young woman that I killed, who had parents. She was supposed to live a life and her parents were never supposed to see her dead." I was impressed by these statements, it's true.
When you compare these statements, which do make Krenwinkel seem remorseful for what she did, to the crazy town talk that seems to spill unbidden from Manson or to Charles "Tex" Watson's claims of being a reborn Christian and his "ministry" or to Susan Atkins' (also a supposed reborn Christian) pleas for mercy (i.e., release) when she was dying from brain cancer (or being a murderous asshole) or to Leslie Van Houten's inane bullshit - - well, Krenwinkel appeared to actually have realized exactly what she had done.
So when I noted that she had given another prison interview, I was most anxious to read it and see what she had to say. Disappointed? Yes. Angry? Unbelievably.
This interview was part of a documentary called "My Life After Manson" and to me it was nothing more than a bunch of whining and finger pointing as to how Manson screwed up poor little Patricia Krenwinkel's life and she committed the murders because she was a "coward" and to win the approval of the man she loved (Manson). She also says she just wanted to be loved and her childhood led her to kill.
Hey Pat, I'm sure that Abigail Folger wanted to be loved. And Leno and Rosemary LaBianca, who you also stabbed and killed. Not to mention Sharon Tate, Jay Sebring, Voytek Frykowski and Steven Parent, whose murders you watched and supported.
Honestly, I'm surprised that the ingestion of Twinkies wasn't mentioned as being responsible.
What made me angriest about this tête-à-tête was that never once did Krenwinkel apologize for what she had done. Never once did she address the families of her victims, take responsibility for what she had done to them and say she was sorry. I'm not sure the word "sorry" even came out of her mouth.
Obviously she wants to get out (I want a million dollars, doesn't mean it's going to happen) but this woman needs to stay exactly where she is. In my opinion if she can't admit after more than forty years in prison that ultimately SHE is responsible for what she's done and where she is, she's learned absolutely nothing.